{"id":882,"date":"2003-04-02T19:23:56","date_gmt":"2003-04-03T03:23:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ogre.nu\/wp\/?p=882"},"modified":"2018-01-20T11:49:31","modified_gmt":"2018-01-20T19:49:31","slug":"my-new-drug-habit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/?p=882","title":{"rendered":"my new drug habit"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m now taking Wellbutrin @ four dollars a day.  Full dose since Friday.  Sleep slightly disturbed.  My housemate says I&#8217;m less irritable.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve had just one depressive episode since I started on half-dose (the previous Friday); normal average would be three or four, I think, in such a period.  And it was an odd one.  Typically they come on in the evening, and I obsess for an hour or three about my bleak future.  Sunday morning, in a dream, I cried &#8220;It&#8217;s all so damn disappointing!&#8221; &#8211; and then woke up; and that was my theme of the next couple of hours: that I haven&#8217;t learned a fistful of languages, bedded any large number of exotic beauties, earned fame for my technical ingenuity, or even experienced microgravity.<\/p>\n<p><i>[<a href=\".\/?p=1076\">September<\/a>; <a href=\".\/?p=1122\">October<\/a>]<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m now taking Wellbutrin @ four dollars a day. Full dose since Friday. Sleep slightly disturbed. My housemate says I&#8217;m less irritable. I&#8217;ve had just one depressive episode since I started on half-dose (the previous Friday); normal average would be &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/?p=882\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[19,34,18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-882","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mememe","category-medicine","category-psychology"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/882","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=882"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/882\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3845,"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/882\/revisions\/3845"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=882"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=882"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=882"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}