{"id":131,"date":"2002-03-19T14:09:17","date_gmt":"2002-03-19T22:09:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ogre.nu\/wp\/?p=131"},"modified":"2006-07-15T21:45:57","modified_gmt":"2006-07-16T05:45:57","slug":"gloom-update","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/?p=131","title":{"rendered":"gloom update"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Three months out of work.  Occasional nibbles from agencies but no follow-up.  (And all because for the last dozen years I used WordPerfect rather than bloody Redmondware.  To think that, last time around, the temp agencies were fighting over me because they knew I can tackle an app I&#8217;ve never seen before and, by the end of the day, know it better than most users ever will.) <\/p>\n<p> Invisible walls closing in.  Sleep erratic.  Familiar symptoms of serotonin deficiency hard to distinguish from familiar symptoms of objective disappointment. Thoughts dwell on friends who died of it: Dan Alderson (1941-89), who allowed diabetes to do him in slowly; and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.lucifer.com\/~sasha\/home.html\">Sasha Chislenko<\/a> (1959-2000), who took a speedier way. Remind self that at least two people would miss me. <\/p>\n<p> Will try not to bore you further.  About that, at least.<\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Three months out of work. Occasional nibbles from agencies but no follow-up. (And all because for the last dozen years I used WordPerfect rather than bloody Redmondware. To think that, last time around, the temp agencies were fighting over me &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/?p=131\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[40],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-131","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bitterness"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/131","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=131"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/131\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=131"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=131"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bendwavy.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=131"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}